What if you couldn’t forgive?

Forgiveness … what does exactly mean? Is it starting over without remembering anything? Is it starting over remembering and being cautious? Is it letting go? Is it holding a grunge? Is it getting a revenge?

What is the point of limit? Is there any? Too many questions. Because the thing is forgiving is a difficult act. It takes loads of love. But in the process of trying to forgive people we love we tend to forget to love ourselves. And that was a thin point for me. I kept forgetting, kept silent and moved on.

And then one day, I decided to stop. Forgiveness changed its meaning. It became more of being in peace and let go of anyone or anything that was toxic in my life. Through this clean up I realized how much people used my ability to forgive. Never again.

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